Cindy of Oshodi, the TikTok content creator whose private sex video surfaced online in May, has wept while speaking about her loneliness, struggles with friendships and regret over her past.
In a recent video, the content creator spoke about how difficult it has become to make genuine friends and cope with her situation.
Cindy admitted that she sometimes wishes to die because she feels tired of life.
“It’s November 2nd 2026, and this is one of the moments I used to have when I’m alone. So I just decided I was gonna capture this one. So in this moment, the only thing I used to wish for is to be gone; to sleep and probably not wake up again because I’m tired,” she said.
She also expressed regret over her past decisions, saying she feels isolated and has become a shadow of herself.
“I just wish I had lived my life right. Nobody wants to be my friend. It’s been hard. It’s just easier for me to die. I don’t want to be killed. I’m just a shadow of myself now.”
Cindy says daughter is her only reason to keep going
The TikTok star also spoke about her mental state, saying she no longer thinks clearly. She described her daughter as the only reason she keeps going.
“I don’t think straight anymore. The only thing that used to keep me is when I think of this thing, I remember my daughter. Even if one day I’m gone. I regret my life. I really do regret it. I really do regret every damn thing I’ve done with my life.”
Cindy further warned that she might take her own life without telling anyone if her struggles become unbearable.
“In case you guys like don’t see me because when the time comes that I wanna take my life, I won’t even tell people. I won’t tell anybody. I’ll just do it silently. But just know that if you don’t see me online anymore, I’m gone because it will get to that point. I know what I’m saying. It will get to a point that I won’t be able to do this anymore. I will just end it.”
In May, Cindy faced backlash after a private video of her surfaced online.
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