Veteran Nollywood actor Hanks Anuku has opened up about how the death of the mother of his children affected his life and career.

According to the actor, the loss left him heartbroken and pushed him into isolation. The emotional pain also forced him to step away from acting for a period as he struggled to cope with grief.

Anuku shared his experience during what appeared to be a testimony session at Salvation at the Mountain of God International Ministry in Abuja.

Responds to concerns about his well-being

The actor also addressed concerns about his well-being. In recent years, videos showing him in a distressed state sparked discussions online.

During the session, Anuku said many of the reports did not reflect what he was going through.

“A lot of you know me, and I guess you’ve seen a lot of things online about me. But let me tell you something: that wasn’t me. God did it, and He started from here. They came looking for me. God sent strangers, angels, and messengers to look for those He wanted to use to propagate the gospel and win souls for His kingdom. I guess I got lucky. I got on the train, and that’s why I’m here,” he said.

‘I wanted to marry her’

Speaking about his partner’s death, Anuku described it as one of the most painful experiences of his life. The actor said they had planned to get married before she passed away.

“I’ve been through a lot of traumatic situations. First, I lost my baby mama. I wanted to marry her, but she went to the great beyond too soon. She was the mother of my children, my son and my daughter over there. I remember when I first met her. We were always together. Whenever I’m in a relationship with someone, I’m committed to just that person and no one else. That’s how I’ve always lived my life, whether in Nigeria or abroad.

“I never believed she would leave so soon, and it hurt me deeply, to my very bones and mind, knowing that I would go to bed without her and never get to cuddle her again.”

Finding healing through faith

The tragedy changed many aspects of Anuku’s life. At the time, he said he preferred to stay away from people and spend time alone.

“I probably crossed some boundaries, but I just wanted to be alone, like a hermit, away from the hustle and bustle and burdens of the world. I wanted to become someone I had never been before, but I was misled until I was struck by the Holy Spirit and brought into God’s presence for deliverance, healing, and divine comfort.”