Reality TV star, Erica, Reflect On Her Life A Year After Disqualification On BBNAIJA Show
Former Big Brother Naija Housemate, Erica Nlewedim, has taken to social media to pen an emotional message, exactly one year after she was disqualified from the Big Brother Naija Season 5.
Recall that she was disqualified from the LockDown edition after she got two strikes.
The 27-year-old took to her Instagram page to share lovely pictures of herself and a lengthy caption. She said that she has been working on herself and focused on her goal.
She further said irrespective of all that has happened, she has forgiven herself and forged on.
She wrote;
“The past one year I’ve been working, singleminded, almost like a robot, not thinking of how far I’ve come, just focused on my goals, trying to outdo myself, trying to make everyone around me proud.
“My life has been on fast forward & It was a lot, it took its toll on me and I had to take a break to heal and I thought rest was all I needed until a loved one asked me what I would tell the Erica of September 6 2020, I thought about it and couldn’t breathe.
“I couldn’t understand how I had successfully avoided thinking about any of the traumatic experiences that had happened to me in the past one year, it was a struggle think back to those moments of fear and sadness but I did.
“I spoke to Erica, I forgave her, I applauded her, I promised her she would be proud of herself in a few months and she would be surrounded by so much love. I’m healed and I’ve come so far!! I want to thank God, my loved ones, my Elites words can’t describe much I appreciate you.
“My management Upfront and personal booking,
the MultiChoice group, all my fellow housemates, thank you I love you all.”